15-11-09, 02:09 PM
After almost 3 years of being with my girlfriend, she turns around today and tells me that we should break up. Not that i didnt expect it after 2 weeks of "space", but seriously, this is just fucked.
Seriously though, dont read the rest of this post,it will bore you. its mostly for my benefit cos im going insane.
From a girl who is so dependant on me for everything,emotionally,everything, who is fukin always telling me she wants to marry me, to now do this to me. you dont understand, this type of girl is one who i thought could ONLY break up with me if i cheated on her (which i never HAVE or would to ANY girl).. now her reason is that cos of this bullshit with some chick who tried to ruin us two years ago and got imbetween us and yer i fuckd up a lot but never ever did anything unfaithful, that she still cant get over it and doesnt want to keep going knowing its always gonna hurt her.. I wish she had of just said im over you..seriously would have been better than this shit. Seriously, i am absolutely heart broken. Now i got a fuking job interview tomorrow and i feel like fucking shit and now i gotta be all happy as larry bullshit. Seriously, what a great fucking start to the summer holidays. Now i gotta fuking tell the whole family and i have to try explain some fuking way of explaining something that i barely understand.... Really not in the mood for this. sorry for this bullshit rant fellas...but i gotta spill my guts somewhere cos this is really fucking with my head. I am not a happy chappy at all.
these bloody shoes better arrive tomorrow, i need me some fucking consorts!!!
Seriously though, dont read the rest of this post,it will bore you. its mostly for my benefit cos im going insane.
From a girl who is so dependant on me for everything,emotionally,everything, who is fukin always telling me she wants to marry me, to now do this to me. you dont understand, this type of girl is one who i thought could ONLY break up with me if i cheated on her (which i never HAVE or would to ANY girl).. now her reason is that cos of this bullshit with some chick who tried to ruin us two years ago and got imbetween us and yer i fuckd up a lot but never ever did anything unfaithful, that she still cant get over it and doesnt want to keep going knowing its always gonna hurt her.. I wish she had of just said im over you..seriously would have been better than this shit. Seriously, i am absolutely heart broken. Now i got a fuking job interview tomorrow and i feel like fucking shit and now i gotta be all happy as larry bullshit. Seriously, what a great fucking start to the summer holidays. Now i gotta fuking tell the whole family and i have to try explain some fuking way of explaining something that i barely understand.... Really not in the mood for this. sorry for this bullshit rant fellas...but i gotta spill my guts somewhere cos this is really fucking with my head. I am not a happy chappy at all.
these bloody shoes better arrive tomorrow, i need me some fucking consorts!!!